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A true artist restores your sense of beauty, wonder and awe. Watching the swirling tail of a goldfish glint in sunlit water will do the same. The light speaks to you in a language only your eyes can understand, offering up changes in colors so subtle, yet so distinct if only attended to, that a part of your soul begins to understand secrets heretofore unknown…

A three dimensional painting–yes, painting–by Japanese artist Riusuke Fukahori. (Please see the video below to witness its creation.)

I’ve always loved the way goldfish tails refract light and show you motion in its most delicate nuances, and how the shining orange of their scales looks like no other color anywhere. (It makes me wish for an English word more elegant than “orange” to describe it. “Passion” would be a good choice except it’s already taken.) It’s one of those colors that burns into your retinas, like the red of Sylvia Plath’s Tulips:

The tulips are too red in the first place, they hurt me.
Even through the gift paper I could hear them breathe

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The tulips should be behind bars like dangerous animals;
They are opening like the mouth of some great African cat,
And I am aware of my heart: it opens and closes
Its bowl of red blooms out of sheer love of me.

I remember staring at the lone, red tulips in the backyard of my college farmhouse on summer days while reading Plath, and thinking–yes–they are simply too intense for the eyes to bear. Like the glints of light shining back at you from a goldfish tail through mirrors of water, these colors announce their presence as if characters in the novel of your life.

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My love of goldfish in art began with my first Matisse, torn from the back cover of a Reader’s Digest so I could tape it to my wall. This was one of my first glimpses of Art and the beginning of a lifelong affair:

Henri Matisse, The Goldfish, Hermitage, Saint Petersburg,1910

I spent a lot of time in my room as a teenager, and not always by choice. This gave me a lot of time to consider the goldfish on my wall. I escaped into my art, refusing despair in place of inspiration. To focus on beauty and transcendence became my main motivation–and my revenge. To me the goldfish came to represent the magic hidden in plain sight, and the mystery in everyday life. They became messengers offering solace in their otherworldly color and grace, and their beauty was a reminder that there was more waiting for me in my life than what I could see in that moment around me.

Revenge of the Goldfish, Sandy Skoglund, Installation

For more than twenty years now I’ve felt my heart leap a little every time I see a goldfish depicted in art. (It’s like a delicious secret I share with myself, a love no one knows of but me.)

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Imagine my delight the other day when a friend sent me this video. I’m always amazed by Japanese artistry but seeing this master at work really carved a canyon in my day:

“Goldfish Salvation” Riusuke Fukahori from ICN gallery on Vimeo.

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Inspiration can be such a peculiar and personal thing…where do you find yours?

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Mermaid’s Evening

The Little Mermaid by Amoreno

For the full story of the Mermaid’s Evening, listen and watch:

Tori Amos – Silent All These Years – YouTube.

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“Silent All These Years”

[excerpted lyrics]

But what if I’m a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don’t care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice
And it’s been here
Silent All These Years
So you found a girl
Who thinks really deep thougts
What’s so amazing about really deep thoughts?
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How’s that thought for you

Years go by
Will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by
If I’m stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds
Raining in head
Years go by
Will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left

But what if I’m a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don’t care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice

And it’s been here
Silent All These Years
I’ve been here
Silent All These Years

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Dive in with me, my kelp forest can be lonely…

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Writing fiction is way more intense than journaling.  I’m very unsettled by what’s come out of my brain the past few weeks.

Oil painting reproductions: Arthur Rackham: Pandoras Box

I actually can’t put words to it, even to give you juicy details to laugh about. I am a veteran of fifteen years of intense self-enquiry…and twenty-five pages of fiction just left me flummoxed. I’m not sure what to say, except that I have discovered a potent and terrifying new tool, one I am rather afraid to use.

Novelist Shawn Klomperans recently said, “Writing a book shouldn’t be therapeutic; you should need therapy after writing one.”

I read that on Twitter a few weeks ago and while I thought it was funny, I didn’t get it.

After this week though, I get it.

Needless to say, I’ve been avoiding writing the novel. It’s now linked in my mind with Things I’d Rather Not Think About. It made me sick all last week, complete with fever! However, with only ten more days to go, I’ve decided to confront my demons head on and keep writing, despite a 16K word deficit. Onward! Upward! And I will run for cover if need be.

Also, be forewarned, there’s no way I’m ever going to let anyone read the damn thing.

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People assume that because I am an editor I am a Grammar Nazi.  Not so! I’m probably more of a Grammar Hypocrite, or a Grammar Hippie (second definition.)

Sure, I can’t help noticing errors on menus and each time I hear a Coloradan say “more slower” I am tempted to run home–rather quickly–to Massachusetts. The grammatic gymnastics I hear daily are eye-popping. When people ask me though, I say I’m not really a big grammar person. I actually find it tedious and constrictive and I have very little enthusiasm for it. I loathed studying it in school. (Though please note my correct usage of the m dash and hyphen in this paragraph. I just read up on it.)

Like Stephen Fry, I delight in the creativity and evolution of language. This fantastically satisfying video, courtesy Michelle Bar-Evan, epitomizes my thoughts on the subject:


My time in Colorado has shown me that so called Proper English is just colloquial of a haughtier kind. People here think they are speaking “correctly,” which I find amusing, just as my Massachusetts English sounds more correct to me, but probably ear-grating to a Brit.

The other day someone said to me, “They think they know the language but they can’t hardly even speak it!” I catch myself falling into odd speech patterns myself, because when you work with people you start to mimic them. I did this with my British colleagues and now say “rather” a lot more, and I end my questions with rounded lilts. A co-worker from Kentucky made the phrase “Well, you know what you might could do,” want to fall off the tip of my tongue years later. I worry that if I go home people will be shocked and horrified that I sound like a hick, and I won’t even realize anymore.

And then I see the word of the day on Urban Dictionary and I toss my concerns in the trash. This crazy time we live in is just as explosively creative for our language as it was when Shakespeare was writing, before the status conscious writers of English grammars got a hold of it and made every effort to squeeze the life out of it. Did you realize English grammar that we know today is based on Latin grammar? Or that members of the British lower middle class wrote them to try and replicate upper class speech patterns in order to make a quick buck off would-be social climbers during the Industrial Revolution? English grammars were essentially the same as the “get rich quick” trash that is on shelves everywhere today.

Lightning strikes The Statue of Liberty. So much for freedom.

(I had to pause after that last statement. Am I still here? Yes. All right then, continue.)

I say drop the snottiness and join the fray. Contribute your own words to Urban Dictionary and delight in the vibrant world we live in. (And learn some grammar so you can write well when you want to, and so you can work on your grammar stalking skills.)

http://www.urbandictionary.com/

Let me know if you add any words. One I added a few years back was “defission,” a combination of depression and fission. I’m still trying to get around to adding “boyfriended.” That’s when a single friend suddenly disappears because of a new relationship.

Ok, go!

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Looking for a writing prompt? Look no further! May I introduce you to:

“The Problem with Pandas,” by Melissa Gable

"The Problem with Pandas" by Melissa Gable

http://society6.com/product/The-Problem-with-Pandas_Print

Please do keep us posted on further developments. Feel free to link to your website in the comments, unless you are selling Viagra or something.

There’s clearly no need for it at this party.

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I’ve got the shakes. My sense of ease is tightening up. My mouth moves but I wonder what if anything will come out. The simple act of communication I take so for granted has become an issue in its own right, something to Pay Attention To. The thinking about it, the wondering, the…inevitable…pause…and then the fear and panic that nothing will come…at first it does, but I keep wondering and then it starts not to. And then there’s headache that will not go away.  All this is happening because I put myself on a sharp deadline to do something I do not know how to do, and to do it quickly.

[Cue dramatic NaNoWriMo music. Ok, I do own the same slippers, but the similarities end there. I swear. Damn, she kind of looks like me…]

Yeah, so about that novel I’m writing? Turns out I am stuck because I don’t, ahem, actually know how to write a novel.  And every day I falter, my word deficit grows exponentially. Knowing this has put me into an underground river of panic. I’m pretty sure riding that won’t get me anywhere I particularly want to go, so I’ve decided to press pause and examine the raft I’m sitting in for clues on how to get out.

First, I’ve noticed (surprisingly) that it isn’t the deadline that is freaking me out. I work with deadlines all the time. I’m not fond of them, and I usually prefer not to be rushed, but I do some of my best work on short notice. I’ve found it can spark my creativity to just have to wing it. So if not the deadline, what’s the issue?

Well, having no idea what to do to meet it! Yeah, that’s a problem. I’m paralyzed on the raft because I don’t know how to swim.

Usually I am busy formulating some plan, a master scheme if you will, of how I am going to accomplish the task du jour. I think, I ponder, I daydream, I muddle, and before you know it I’ve got a hold of some essential direction that is real and vibrant. Once I have that, the rest is just filling in the details with the execution. (In chess, you’d say this is the difference between strategy and tactics.) I am a big picture thinker, so once I can see the whole of it, I’ve got it. This is the equivalent of seeing a large branch downstream, thinking “Aha!” and plotting how to grab it and lift myself out. It’s then easy to gauge whether or not it will hold me, how and when  to reach for it, and make sure I’m not strapped into the boat before I do. No problem!

The current state of affairs with the novel, however, is more like me sitting backwards in the boat trying to read a book on perfecting my crawl stroke only to get hit in the head with that branch. No wonder my head hurts.

Now, where did I put my slippers…

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For a refreshingly brilliant dissection of writing blocks, which according to Keith Hjortshoj are typically a symptom of technical inexperience, read his books  Understanding Writing Blocks and The Transition to College Writing.

I could not recommend them more highly.

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Behold one of my favorite scenes, favorite movies, favorite soundtracks:

Marie Antoinette – I Want Candy – YouTube.

You want candy? I want candy! I realized today that some of my favorite musical movie scenes have fantastical CANDY themes. So I decided to bring you as many as I could as part of a series. I can’t explain it. Maybe candy is inherently whimsical and inspires great film. I’m not sure I care.

Please just delight in the masterpieces I have presented you today. You simply must watch the video above; I have seen a lot of artistic movies and this scene stands out as one of the most memorable.  And yes, there’s a point…what if a teenage girl were running your country? (Of course if you watched the film you’d know it was really the foreign war–by which I mean the American Revolution–that was bankrupting the country.)

Now click here  for a stunning collection of stills from the film. Pure eye candy! I can’t encourage you strongly enough. Click! click! click!

Utter gorgeousness! Delicious! You must witness this rococo masterpiece of a film! Please validate my excessive use of exclamation points! This atmospheric character study was directed by Sophia Coppola, director of Lost in Translation. She is the woman who introduced us to Scarlett Johansson and, incidentally, ran an art gallery at UMass while I was there in the late nineties. I even met her briefly as part of a questionable film project we wound up shooting in her gallery. (As I recall the exhibit included a soundscape that repeated phrases like “Everything’s plas-tic, fan-tas-tic…Bubble chowder!” Even then she was intrigued by creating atmospheres with music and film. Trust her judgement…on the former, if not the latter.

Lest you think I am done, mais non! Attendez! This movie inspired one of my all time favorite Vogue covers as well, shot by master photographer Annie Leibovitz:

Here is an excerpt from “Annie Leibovitz: Life Through A Lens” which shows her process during the Vogue photoshoot for this Marie Antoinette:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNyIUlra9LU

Enjoy!

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Is this yummy or what?

Read Musical Movie Candy Part Two–Hedwig’s Sugar Daddy

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There are a ton of reasons why I love fluorite. One, it’s a gorgeous mineral.

http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Fluorite-Quartz-226207.jpg

Two, it comes in rainbow colors. Three, it feels soothing to have it around.

Four, it’s good for your teeth, and five, certain types of fluorite actually glow in the dark!

Can you see the unusual way the light moves through this crystal? Fluorite works with light in a very different way than most other minerals. According to The Beading Gem’s Journal:

Just recently China put on display in Wenchang, Hainan, the world’s largest luminous “pearl”. These are not really pearls as we know them but a rare kind of glow in the dark (phosphorescent) fluorite. The Chinese call them legendary luminous pearls or yemengzhu and believe touching one will bring good luck and fortune. The first yemengzhu fluorite was discovered in a Guangdong tungsten mine back in 1982. Since then, new and larger deposits have allowed several giant pearls to be made. This latest, the largest so far, has been valued at 2.2 billion yuan or about $331 million.

"This giant luminous pearl specimen, which weighs in at 6 tonnes and is 1.6 m (5 feet) high, took 3 years to grind into a sphere! " --from The Beading Gems Journal

Six, apparently it is good luck…and is supposed to aid in the development of intuition and creativity.

Mostly though, I just think it is captivating and I could stare at it for hours…

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Here is a video of the giant luminous pearl. (Yeah, sorry, it’s in Chinese.)
西瓜波值 22 億 唔係 啩 – YouTube

And since they oddly chose not to show the five foot phosphorescent bead actually glowing, here is a very rough approximation of what it would look like. (Wait for it…!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-F-JubniQ68

[Laugh all you like, but I dare you to find a better video of glowing fluorite anywhere on the internet. ]

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Are there any particular minerals you seem to have a fondness for?

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I actually started writing. This is frickin’ fantastic.

This past week I decided to “write a novel” as part of the National Novel Writing Month, aka NaNoWriMo. It was kind of a joke. A lark. A ‘what the hell’ kind of proposition. And now here I am writing the darn thing. I wrote 2104 words last night. I am pretty perplexed and awed by this. I am used to writing short fiction–really short, like poetry. I really didn’t think this was possible.

So now here we are. I have discovered that my need for structure lends itself to mystery novels. Apparently I like starting with atmospheres in the form of locations. (Years ago I dreamed of travel writing…is this why?) My intrepid journaling over the past 15 years has developed into a sophisticated form of introspection and psychological awareness that I can adapt into first person narrative. My obsessive, insatiable need to research topics for years will now have a respectable home, instead of squatting indefinitely in my head and taking up prime real estate. After years of banging my head against the wall and wondering ‘why, how, huh?’ about something until I crack the stubborn nut, I can finally explain to people why I stare off into space all the time. In metaphor! Through dialogue! I am starting to suspect the complex world of fiction is the perfect vehicle for sharing the nuance of what I’ve learned.

Some of the questions I’ve asked myself over the years include:

– How is it possible that a woman with a PhD in nanotechnology would leave her fantastic corporate research position to live on a houseboat and become…an astrologer? [That was a real head scratcher, but now I know.]

– If a forged artwork is close enough to the original that no one can tell for sure if it is fake, does it actually matter? And why? [I would say yes.]

-What’s the deal with free jazz? Why would anyone listen to it, never mind be passionate about it? [I’m still working on this one, though I did make some small headway.]

– How on earth do people write long fiction such as novels? [Apparently they just start actually writing them. Who knew?] Where do the characters come from? Just how real are they to the authors? What does it feel like to live in that head space all the time? Is the process really any different from spiritual folk who create personal relationships with their deities?

Looks like I am about to find out. Wish me luck!

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What could you say yes to?


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